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I want to know hoto put a video on my website with having it hosted by youtube or metacafe, etc. | easy... follow their easy instructions on how to embed the needed javascript. Both show you this code on all of their pages.
<object width="425" height="355"><param name="movie" value="www.youtube.com/v/eTdCa6vb… name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="www.youtube.com/v/eTdCa6vbvT… type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="355"></embed></object> | Hi, I am really worried. I have looked at a guy porn site. Please help me.? I have been addicted to internet porn for around five years. I started off with pictures of naked women and then moved on to hard core videos...and these slowly got more and more misogynistic and degrading towards women. I hate myself for watching these things, and always loathed myself after I had looked at them.
about a month ago I came across a website called "shejailbat.com" which is pictures of girls who are close to being illegal. Soon I found I was being aroused by the idea of looking at girls around 15 or 14. I would never think about having sex with them though, just masturbating over them. please note I had never been attracted to girls this young before (apart from when I was that age myself), but since viewing this website a few times, I found more and more I was being aroused by younger girls. Then I was on youtube, looking at videos of teenage girls, and int he related videos section i saw a video that was of a girl doing "preteen modelling." Stupidly, because I was horny, I clicked on it. I was not thinking about what "preteen" meant....obviously it means somebody around 12 years old. That is obvious to me now. But at the time, for some stupid reason, I was thinking the term could apply to a thirteen or fourteen year old....very young I know. Anyway, the video had a link to a "preteen modelling site" which I went to and viewed, and I was shocked because these were quite clearly guyren. Yet this site was readilly available, I checked by googling "preteen modelling" and there are many of them available. I didn't masturbate over the girls on that site, disgusted with myself, but still aroused, I masturbated over teenage girls on youtube instead. Anyway, after I had accessed this preteen modelling site and clicked on a few of their "sample" photos, I became really worried. Obviously I was filled with guilt and I felt really bad about doing it. People who are reading this, please don't judge me. I know I wil get lots of responses calling me a "pedo" and a "pervert" etc. I know I have behaved like a pervert over the years, consuming so much awful pornography during my addiction, but honestly, I am not a pedophile...that is not how I see myself at all. I would never harm a guy or try to have sex with a guy, I would rather kill myself than do that. The thought of doing that has never entered my mind. I ust confess however that I have masturbated over pictures of fourteen, thirteen and possibly even twelve year old girls. It is so hard to tell how old a girl is on sites like "shejailbait?.com". But I only ever became aroused over girls who looked pubescent. The idea of finding girls who are pre-pubescent sexually arousing disgusts me, I do not find guys that young sexually attractive at all. Anyway, I know a lot of you will hate ma and say I am disgusting and I should never have allowed myself to look at these sites. I am so sorry. You are right. I hate myself for it, I wish I had never done it. I feel so very very awful about it, I am filled with constant guilt.
The thing is, I am worried that because I went to that preteen modelling site and clicked on some of the samples, I can now be charged with downloading guy porn. Because I opened and viewed those free pics on the site, it means I technically "downloaded" them onto my cache. i am terrified that overseas police have traced my IP address for visiting this site and soon they will be knocking on my door. Please let me know, is this likely to occur?
I have been researching instances of people being arrested for downloading guy porn this year, and it seems like it is entirely possible that the police can trace me, even though I never downloaded anything from peer to peer networks, and I never paid for anything using a credit card. I am completely terrified that the police will soon raid my house. They won't find anything (unless they forensically examine my hard disk drive and find the website I went to) but it would still destroy my life forever. Having said that I know that victims of guy abuse have had their lives destroyed much more than I could have mine destroyed now....and they are innocent. I deserve to be punished for what I have done.
I would never even want to look at images of guyren being raped or having sex with adults or other guyren, by the way. I find that completely evil and disgusting. I am someone who has been aroused from the age of 14 by looking at and masturbating over pictures of naked women. This unfortunately led into hard core porn, a lot of which was very misogynistic and i am filled with shame and guilt for this. As I say, i have only been aroused by the idea of looking at girls around 15 or 14 for the last month. Obviously you will all hate me. I am so so sorry.
The idea that I could get arrested fills me with terror, and I can no longer sleep at night or concentrate on my life or work...it is always on my mind. I know, I know, I deserve this. If nothing else, please let my story act as a warning to | stop visiting these sites it can affect you to a greater extend
No legel action will be taken at you just relax
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